He said, She said, They said
by Alice S. aka Carter
E-MAIL: soloflyer02@hotmail.com
STATUS: Complete
RATING: PG-13
CATEGORY: [AU]
SPOILERS: Meridian, Fallen
SUMMARY: An AU of the time after Meridian.
DISCLAIMERS: All publicly recognizable characters and places are the property of MGM, World Gekko Corp and Double Secret productions. I made no money off the production of this fan fiction and no infringement on copyrights or trademarks was intended. Previously unrecognized characters and places, and this story, are copyrighted to the author. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.
She stood in her bathroom with a test in her hand. Her hand shook and
quaked as she saw the results. Positive, she was pregnant. It was his
no doubt. Just yesterday she woke up to his hot breath on her hair
and his strong arms draping across her. But that was before the trip.
The mission that changed everything that mattered to her, forever. He
had come back radioactive and dying when he came. Up from that moment
to when he took his last breath and she said, Colonel, he was in her
heart. Little did she know that a little of him was in her womb. She
lay on her bed with her hands over her tummy where she could, now
that she thought about it, feel a light bump.
She started crying lightly. This was what she had left of him. This
little unborn child in her womb and a memory of a man she would never
see again. She would never feel again or touch again. The man who had
given her this child and an unconditional, secret love that turned
her heart a flame. Maybe she didn't even have the child. It could be
wrong. Part of her wished it were, while most her wished it wasn't.
She was torn.
He stood watching her as she took the test and stood there as it
showed the results. She was having his baby. In her was a little him
or her that had been created by love and hope. They loved each other
with everything they had. They shared a relationship of secrets and
it didn't seem real. When he lost his wife it seemed love would never
find a way back into his heart but she had broken him. She had loved
him and fixed him when hope was lost. But, she had failed in her
mind. She had let him go. She had let Jacob turn the healer off. Of
course she wasn't to the person to put the guilt on. She had tried
and tried and he didn't get better. He loved her for trying.
He started crying lightly. For she stood so strong at times and now
showed she was beaten. Her memory of him strong and the last thing
left for her. The child was a memory too. The memory of him, she
would look into the eyes of the blued eyed boy and see him everyday.
He could see it now. This is what the future held for now. The
passion that had created the child was there and strong and would
always be. She was torn. He was gone.
They stood together on the dream for one more time was left for them.
They embraced and kissed and quickly moved to the bed. Their clothes
were soon forgotten on the floor. They made love that night. They
made steamy, passionate love having never once had sex with each
other but always making love. The room became misty in the lover's
embraced deeper into each other's arms for the last time. They lay
satisfied but wanted to make the most of this last night. The tumbled
in the night and never looked at tomorrow. This night the child was
not conceived but may nights before it, many times before this. In
the same kind of passion and love that was this beautiful night, a
night forever impressed in the minds of the lovers.
They started crying in joy of their passion and of the deep thoughts
that in a few hours they would have to face the world. They
themselves didn't know it but their thought knew somehow that this
was the last night they would lay in bed. That this was the last
night that was their last. This was the beautiful, last passionate
night that they would do this. That would be the last passionate
morning she would wake up to his hot breath and him to her short,
bushy hair. This was the night for dreams. Even if he would be gone
in hours, they would remember this night. She was torn. He was gone.
They were in love.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
She stood in the shadows holding her expanded tummy and the child
inside. Breathing was her last hope was she walked to the infirmary
never screaming but feeling him behind her. She waited and he had
returned and he would always be there she knew it. She finally
screamed the pain too unbearable for words. He whispered in her ears
the words of love and joy. She smiled as the bed caught in view. He
picked her up and put her on the bed his hand on her tummy holding on
to the one that was his. Forever, they would never be apart again
they would see to it.
She cried as she went and dived into the pain of life. The pain that
would bring the child of hopes and dreams into this world of pain and
suffering. She didn't push for time had yet to come for such an
action but she breathed and breathed for the time would come soon to
feel the new life. She waited.
He stood at her side never wanting to leave her as long has he lived,
again. The child coming so slowly and yet to soon for them. He had
just come back from the times of a higher plain and never thought of
this because he had only thought of her. The words form in his mind.
The many ways to tell her of his love and joy and pain and mixed
feeling of these. Now, he would soon see the head of the boy that
would become his son. He now saw the teeth of his beloved pushed
together in agony of no medication to stop her pain, as the child saw
light.
He cried as the head of his son was born into this world. The
memories he would get on his path soon in the mind of the people who
had created him. Shoulders coming with light shining and no one else
in sight. The father who had done this on three occasions other than
this one but never in the birth of the child that was his smiled at
the baby that was coming out. Soon, the reward of the screams and
labor of the mother would come and bring fruit to their lives. She
waited. He hoped.
They stood in his office hours later. Caressing and kissing like
lovers should always. They sat counting their blessings of the child
at hand. The sweet little boy that seemed like a dream. Maybe he was.
Maybe he would disappear before their eyes like he was never there
before. Maybe they would cry in each other's arms for the dream that
should have been real. Time would only tell. For now they sat looking
that the young boy with a promising future in the stars. Thinking of
the people that were not there. The family gone from sight for the
moment.
They cried as the times coming and going filled their minds of agony
and pain. Friend maybe forever gone and never to come back. The
little mind they held in their arms always to be part of their lives.
The parents of the last person of a pure person. The last to come
back from the higher place that would always come. They wake still
the present. Still more time until the place they dream. Still 6
months before the joyful time. The time he would be back, the time of
the child's coming. That time would be shared by friends and not
spent alone in a room with no one else. She waited. He hoped. They
were in a dream.
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His hands slide under my shirt, the shirt I know I won't be wearing
for long now. They caress my tummy with such grace and happiness at
the life that is inside it. He's back! I can't believe it. The joy
that carries thought my body is immeasurable. SG1 found him on some
planet that I don't care about. Under conditions I couldn't give a
damn about. He slowly makes his way up to my breasts and unhooks my
bra from the back. Soon, the shirt is gone and so is the bra and I
start now to undo his shirt.
Her hands go under my shirt as she unbuttons it. She swipes it off
slowly feeling my muscles under her fingertips. I get on top of her
and kiss her lips so slowly and tenderly that the moan from her month
is satiable to me. I kiss her neck and upper chest trailing
everything until I reach her enlarged tummy. I kiss it thinking about
the life that in a few, short 4 months threats to be in my arms. She
garbs my head and brings it up to her full nice lips and I can't hold
from going to them. We feel like we could stay like this forever and
don't part until we need oxygen completely.
They wake up in each other's arms. Nice and warm in each other touch.
His head-resting behind her and he breathes on her hair. His arm in
draped around her a tight embrace and his hand on her lower abdomen.
She opens he eyes and doesn't move for fear that it may all go away.
It won't but she can fear. The dream of the child went away but it
will come back. He didn't want this to go away, ever.
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