Always the Doctor
by Wendy Parkinson


E-MAIL: wendyparkinson@hotmail.com
STATUS: Complete
RATING: R (or 15 if you're British)
CONTENT WARNINGS: sex CATEGORY: D/J, humour
SEASON/SEQUEL INFO: an addition to my previous story, 'Sam Carter's Christmas Diary', but this story should make sense without reading that first.
SPOILERS: none
SUMMARY: Janet finally finds the courage to tell Daniel how she feels.
DATE: 26th April 2002
DISCLAIMERS: Stargate SG-1 and its characters belong to MGM, Gekko Corp and Double Secret Productions. This fan fiction was created solely for entertainment and no money was made from it. Also, no copyright or trademark infringement was intended. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: As always, thanks to Sue for her incredibly helpful suggestions and for the beta.
This story is set at Christmas but it isn't really Christmassy (if you see what I mean ) so please don't let that put you off. It's an addition to 'Sam Carter's Christmas Diary' which answers the question, "Just how did Daniel end up fast asleep on Janet's couch?"
Enjoy!
FEEDBACK: All feedback and constructive criticism will be greatly appreciated. No flames please.
Copyright © Wendy Parkinson April 2002


Daniel took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes. Shutting his book with a satisfying thud, he stretched and decided it was time for bed. He stood up and was just about to switch off the lights on his Christmas tree when his doorbell rang. Who on earth could it be at this hour? He sincerely hoped it wasn't Jack wanting to pour his heart out over a bottle of whisky, or Sam clutching a bottle of wine. He'd had enough of his friend's problems for one year. Whenever they wanted to cry on his shoulder about the unfairness of the regulations it was him that ended up with the hangover.

Besides which, he never went crying to them about his problems! He had been feeling slightly morose all evening, the words to a Christmas song he'd heard while driving home playing through his mind. 'It'll be lonely this Christmas, without you to hold.' At least they had someone to cry over, while he seemed destined to have no one.

The doorbell rang again, more urgently this time. Daniel shrugged off his depressing thoughts, he wouldn't find out who it was unless he answered it. He walked through into the hall, opened the door and found himself confronted by a slightly swaying Doctor Janet Fraiser, leaning on the doorframe for support. The smell of alcohol hit him when she breathed out. "Er, hello Doctor, what can I do for you?" he asked tentatively.

"Thatsh the problem... thatsh always the problem..." she slurred, tottering past him into the hallway. "I'm alwaysh the doctor, never the woman." She leant carefully against the wall.

Daniel wasn't sure what to say. Why had Janet come here? Why was she so drunk? What on earth was she talking about.... of course she was a woman. Anyone could see that. As Daniel closed the door behind her, he peered out into the night, looking for Janet's car and hoping not to see it. "You didn't drive here, did you, Doctor?" he asked, just to make sure.

"No, got a cab." She frowned. "Why don't you ever call me Janet?" she demanded, prodding his chest with her index finger.

"I don't know." Daniel found himself at loss. "I guess I usually see you in the infirmary. It seems right to call you Doctor there."

"Not in the infirmary now..." muttered Janet, starting to slide down the wall.

"Perhaps you ought to be," said Daniel under his breath. "Why don't we go through into the living room and you can sit down?" He grabbed her elbow firmly and steered her towards the sofa, where she sat down heavily. "How about some coffee?" he suggested, turning towards the kitchen. He stopped dead when he realised Janet had grabbed hold of his shirt and was tugging on it, trying to make him sit down next to her. "Look, Doc-... Janet, I think you've had a bit too much to drink and a cup of coffee will do you the world of good."

"Don't want coffee.... want you...."

"Wha-what?" Had he heard her correctly? Did she just say what he thought she said? Without thinking coherently about what he was doing he plopped down on the sofa next to Janet.

"I want you," she repeated, prodding him in the chest for emphasis.

"Me? Why?" He quite simply couldn't believe what he was hearing.

"'Cause you're the sexiest man alive." She nodded solemnly.

This woman was blind drunk, Daniel reminded himself, she didn't really mean it. She'd be so embarrassed when she sobered up. "Look Janet, you're drunk. In the morning you'll be sober and...."

"You'll still be the sexiest man alive," she finished, snaking her arms round Daniel's neck. Pulling his head down to hers, she captured his mouth in a bruising kiss. Before he had chance to think about what he was doing, his body began to respond to the feeling of an attractive woman pressing herself against him and hungrily devouring his mouth. Suddenly she pulled back and muttered, "My God, Doctor Jackshon... I want to have your babish... lotsh of them.... all with glasshesh and lovely blue eyesh...."

Daniel came back to earth with a bump and tried to prize himself free from Janet's grasp. He found it surprisingly difficult. It felt like an amorous octopus was embracing him. Finally, he managed to grab both her hands and force them down into her lap. "No, Janet," he said firmly, "I don't think this is the time, or the place for.... ah.... um...." His usual eloquence deserted him as he smiled nervously at the slightly swaying doctor. "Tell you what, I'll get you some coffee, then I'll take you home." He looked suspiciously at Janet, who seemed to be focussing intently on his left ear. "Now, if I let go of your hands, I can go and make the coffee. You won't do anything silly if I do that, will you?"

Janet shook her head solemnly. He released her hands and to his horror, she instantly threw them round his neck, trying to pull him towards her. "Janet! You promised!" he said, suddenly painfully aware of how childish he sounded.

"Not shilly," she slurred, "most senshible thing I've ever done." She tried for another kiss, but only succeeded in pulling Daniel's hair. He yelped in pain, then suddenly felt Janet go totally limp and just managed to catch her before she slid off the sofa onto the living room carpet. He carefully lifted her up and laid her gently back on the sofa, and, after checking she was still breathing, wondered what he should do next.

As far as he could see, he had two options; he could just let her sleep it off on his sofa or he could take her home and let her sleep it off there. He frowned. Leaving her where she was would be the easier option, but what had she arranged with Cassie? Was Janet's daughter at home, wondering where on earth her mother was, or, as Daniel thought more likely, was she staying over at a friend's house. And if that was the case, when was she due back tomorrow? What would Cassie think if she got home in the morning to find her Mom hadn't been home and still wasn't back?

He stared at the peacefully sleeping Doctor and let out a deep sigh. No, he was going to have to take her home.

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Daniel carefully lowered Janet down onto her bed. She was still out like a light and snoring gently. He bent down and slipped off her shoes, then covered her with a blanket. "Night, Janet," he said quietly as he tiptoed across the room towards the door.

"Danny.... Danny...."

"Yes?" he said, turning back towards Janet. When she didn't answer, he realised she was talking in her sleep and, smiling to himself, shook his head and headed back for the door. He swallowed hard when he heard her mutter, "Do it again, Daniel... that was so good...." He didn't want to imagine what she was dreaming about....

Quietly closing the door behind him, Daniel decided he ought to check whether Cassie was in the house. There had been no sign of her downstairs, but that was hardly surprising as it was past one a.m. He walked slowly along the passage, checking all the rooms he passed until he came to an open doorway that led to what was obviously Cassie's room. The walls were plastered with posters of pop stars he didn't recognise, an array of soft toys were balanced on the pillow and a myriad of pots and bottles stood on the dressing table. He smiled with relief. Well, at least he'd got Janet home before her daughter.

He stretched, trying to iron out a few of the kinks in his back. Carrying Janet from his place to his car, then from the car to her room had been hard work. The petite Doctor was heavier than she looked. Daniel was heading back downstairs when he heard Janet shout, "Daniel... I'm coming, Daniel..." followed by a loud thud. He span round and went back up the stairs two at a time.

When he opened the door to Janet's room, he found her lying on the floor, tangled in the blanket but still fast asleep. Letting out a deep breath, he lifted her up for what he sincerely hoped was the last time and laid her back on the bed. "Now try not to do that again," he whispered. "I'm going home now."

"Don't leave me," mumbled Janet. "I need you..."

He looked at her doubtfully. Had she just answered him or was that just a coincidence? Then he found his conscience rearing its ugly head. You can't leave her in this state, it muttered. What happens if she tries to find you again and goes out? Even worse, what if she tries to drive? She could kill herself... and all because you wanted to go home...

Wearily, he closed Janet's bedroom door behind him and made his way downstairs. Shrugging to himself, he rearranged the cushions on the sofa, took off his shoes and tried to make himself comfortable. Well, at least Janet might make him some breakfast in the morning, he thought, as he drifted off to sleep.

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"Then why is he fast asleep on my couch?"

Daniel fumbled his way back to consciousness and tried to remember where he was. That was Janet's voice, so he had to be in the infirmary. He tentatively opened one eye. No, not the infirmary. Janet's place.

Then it all came flooding back.... Janet blind drunk.... Janet kissing him.... Janet saying he was the sexiest man alive....

Janet passing out....

"Of course! Do you think I'd... while he was asleep?"

Daniel strained his ears. Unless Janet had lost it big time and was talking to herself, she was on the phone, probably to Sam.

"That's the problem. I don't remember. I don't even remember leaving your place."

Hardly surprising, he thought, considering how drunk she was.

"What am I going to do, Sam?"

He was right. She was talking to Sam. There was a long pause, presumably while Sam gave Janet the benefit of her advice.

"I'll get you some decorations. Just as soon as Sleeping Beauty wakes up. Is it okay if I bring them round this afternoon?"

There was another pause, and then he heard the phone being replaced on its cradle. Soft footsteps padded across the room towards him. Opening his eyes, he squinted against the winter sunlight streaming through the living room window. All he could make out was Janet's silhouette leaning over him.

"Hi there," she said softly.

"Hi." He wasn't sure what to say. How much of last night did she remember? He decided to try the obvious, though he was already pretty sure of the answer. "How are you feeling?"

She smiled ruefully. "Like my head's about to explode. Would you like some coffee?"

"Please," he said, sitting up. "Would you like a hand?"

"No, it's fine. I've got it," she muttered, as she shuffled off into the kitchen.

Daniel watched her. Her cream satin robe was certainly flattering and even if her hair was mussed, it suited her down on her shoulders. It was funny, until Janet had tried to seduce him last night, he'd never thought of her like that.... as a woman, she had always been 'Doc Fraiser'. He smiled to himself when he remembered her slurred words of the night before. "I'm always the doctor, never the woman." Perhaps she had a point....

A few minutes later, Janet returned with the coffee and sat down next to him on the sofa. After she'd handed him his mug, she took a deep breath. "I think I owe you an apology," she said quietly.

"No you don't," said Daniel quickly. "You have nothing to apologise for."

"Oh, I think I do," she said firmly, then took a sip of her coffee.

"Okay then... what *exactly* are you apologising for?" He watched her face. She looked mortified. He briefly wondered how much she could remember.

"I don't know, damn it!" she spat out. "I can't even remember leaving Sam's. I have no idea why you're here... no idea what I said to you... no idea what we did..." She put her coffee down with a thump on a nearby table and dropped her head into her hands.

Daniel's heart went out to her. He gently put his hand on her shoulder. "Listen to me, Janet. You did nothing that needs an apology... at least not while you were with me."

She turned her head to face him and he could see something close to desperation in her brown eyes. Licking her lips nervously, she blurted out, "Daniel... I need to know... did we?"

What was she talking about? Did they... what? "I'm sorry, Janet, I'm not with you."

"Did we make love?" she whispered, blushing a bright scarlet.

Daniel fought the urge to laugh. He knew that at the moment, Janet wouldn't see the funny side. He gently put his hand under her chin and pushed her face up so she was forced to look at him. Smiling in what he hoped was a reassuring way, he said quietly, "Janet, we did not make love, much as you appeared to want to last night. I'm not in the habit of taking advantage of ladies who are..." He hesitated, searching for a more diplomatic phrase than 'blind drunk'. "...a little the worse for wear."

He was pleased to see a faint smile flicker across her face. "What did I do?" she asked. "Please tell me, no matter how embarrassing it is. I need to know."

Instantly deciding not to recount all her drunken ramblings, he said, "You tried to kiss me a couple of times. You said some things you'd probably regret if you could remember them. Then you passed out, so I brought you home. I was kind of worried about you, so after I put you to bed, I decided to sleep on the couch."

"I'm guessing that's the censored version. Give me an example of something I said."

"I can't remember really. You were pretty out of it."

"And you're avoiding the issue. Please, Daniel. What's the most embarrassing thing I said?"

He grinned. "For you, or for me?"

"For me. I don't want to embarrass you all over again."

"Okay then. I guess that would have been when you said you wanted to have my babies."

Janet cringed. "I'm sorry," she muttered and dropped her head back into her hands.

"Don't be. I was flattered. No-one's ever said that to me before." She looked so fragile and vulnerable, not at all the efficient professional he was used to. He decided he liked what he saw and found himself wanting to take her in his arms and kiss her until she forgot all about last night. But only if she'd meant what she'd said.

There was only one way to find out....

He leant in towards her until they were only inches apart and gently brushed her lips with his. She didn't pull away, just let out a soft sigh and closed her eyes. It was all the confirmation he needed. Wrapping her in his arms, he deepened the kiss, exploring her mouth with his tongue and running his hands down her back. The satin robe felt soft and silky under his fingers. He felt her snake her arms round his neck and run her fingers through his hair, as she pressed her body hard against his.

"It's a shame you cut it," she murmured, "I thought it looked really good long." He felt his body beginning to respond to her as she ran her hands across his chest. The scent and feel of her overwhelmed his senses, then he gasped as Janet began unbuttoning his shirt. Her soft hands left a trail of fire in their wake as she traced patterns on his stomach, skirting ever nearer to his straining manhood.

"Oh God, Janet," he muttered, then pulled away from her a little and undid the belt of her robe. Pausing, he looked questioningly into her eyes, now clouded with desire, before he went further. She nodded gently and drew in a deep breath as he parted the robe, revealing her naked body underneath. He couldn't remember if he'd ever seen anything so beautiful. Every fibre of his being wanted this woman who for some inexplicable reason seemed to want him too. Daniel leant forward and took one of her nipples in his mouth, tenderly caressing the other with his fingers. "Oh god, Daniel... I never dreamt..." she murmured as he pushed the robe off her shoulders and lowered down onto the couch. He quickly stripped off his shirt and lay down next to her, bending down for a kiss and feeling her breasts pressing into his chest.

Then he heard a door slam.

"Mom! Are you there?"

Daniel sat up as if he'd been stung. Cassie! Hastily he pulled on his shirt and started buttoning it up as Janet put her robe back on. By the time Janet's daughter walked into the room, they were sitting a demure six inches apart on the couch watching the TV and sipping their coffee. Cassie would never know, thought Daniel, then had a twinge of conscience about what might have happened if Cassie had been a few minutes later.

"Hi," said Cassie cheerfully, then she frowned a little and raised an eyebrow. "Daniel, what are you doing here?"

Good question. 'Making love to your mother' didn't seem a viable answer, so he stammered, "I... ah... um..."

He was rescued by Janet. "His car broke down."

A smile twitched at Cassie's lips. "So that's why Daniel's shirt is buttoned up wrong and you're wearing your robe inside out, is it, Mom? And since when did you watch Sesame Street?"

Busted. Daniel wasn't sure what to say. He and Janet had been behaving like the worst kind of hormonal teenager... behaviour he was sure Janet wouldn't countenance in Cassie. He felt the blush rise right to the roots of his hair. Glancing across at Janet, he noticed she was trying to look stern.

Cassie shrugged. "Don't worry, Mom. I don't need diagrams. We had a talk about sex a few years back, remember?"

"Mmmmph," grunted Janet, apparently at a loss for words.

Daniel decided he ought to try and help her out. He put his arm protectively around Janet's shoulders. "You don't mind if your Mom and I..." he paused, not sure how to put it. 'Screw like rabbits' was totally inappropriate, though probably what Cassie was thinking if her expression was anything to go by, 'have a relationship' was a little premature considering he hadn't discussed it with Janet and 'start dating' sounded rather juvenile. He finally settled on, "We've just realised we like each other."

Cassie grinned. "That's cool. My friends will be green with envy. Sophie's Mom always has ancient ugly boyfriends. My Mom's snagged a stud muffin!"

Daniel and Janet stared at her in disbelief, completely at a loss for words.

Cassie shook her head. "Right kids, I'm going to get a shower. I'll be about fifteen minutes." She gave them a theatrical wink and headed for the stairs, shouting, "Don't do anything I wouldn't do," over her shoulder.

Daniel and Janet watched her leave, then turned to each other. "I really don't want to contemplate what that allows us to get up to," muttered Janet.

Daniel laughed and gave her a little squeeze. "Well, I'm thinking a kiss would be fine." He leant in and brushed Janet's lips with his. "We can explore... other possibilities later... when we're alone." He kissed her again, then rained a stream of gentle kisses along her jaw and into the hollow of her neck. When he felt her groan, he smiled to himself, and murmured, "How about we take this to my place?"

"We need to take some stuff to Sam's first, then..." Janet breathed in sharply as Daniel kissed a particularly sensitive spot. "...then... I'm all yours."

Holding her closer and revelling in the feel of her soft body in his arms, he worked his way back up her jaw and captured her mouth in a passionate kiss. Maybe he wouldn't be lonely this Christmas after all.



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